Who would have guessed? Lololololololol, this is so funny first her now you! You’re such a jackass bastard! You are not so slick and neither is she. You think you got away with this? Well, you know what you have and honestly I don’t give a f**kin Sh*t anymore. You guys make a great team trying to destroy me. You guys did. But luckily I knew how to put myself back together. (:
Well, bye guys!
Tyson Harvey —-> Tyson Fernando.
Fawziyyah Yousof Ly ——> I don’t even know.
You two neeeeeeed to go away. I see you guys toooo much in my life already. See you guys every freakin damn day. I mean dang go away. R&M
Make up your fuckin mind! ARE YOU GONNA FUCKIN STAY OR ARE YOU GONNA FUCKIN LEAVE AGAIN! Cause really that’s just total bullshit. You either stay or go and when you go you don’t come back. That’s usually how it goes. Why can’t you get that in your head? It hasn’t even been a month yet and when you come you don’t even say sorry, you alway say “I miss you:/” exactly like that but this time you said something sexual as your usual. You’re full of crap, go away!
Since I’m a Muslim it is scary to be in a relationship with me. Really, is that so.. You seemed to be totally fine with it about a year when you told your friends and stuff. But You’ve changed a whole lot. I know that person I fell inlove with is in there somewhere inside but I just can’t wait for him anymore. You told the reason you always come back is because you still love me but you don’t even show it one bit. You pick a fight with me anytime you can get. That’s what I don’t get, if you love me why do you pick a pointless fight with me. But don’t blame Muslims for our relationship. You said I was the first Muslim you ever knew and you also said I was the sweetest person you knew. And now, you’re saying that Muslims are scary and It’s scary to be in a relationship with me. I think the real reason you always leave is that you’re afraid to get too attached. We were attached before but you never let me go that far anymore. I don’t know why but yeah.
So, this is them. They’re my dad’s whole other life. We are only the smallest piece of it. But oh well, dad’s happy. I should be too, right? So. Yay, I’m super happy for him.
We had a conversation yesterday.
Mom went to go by some crackers for Fahasana.
Dad says “Where’s mah’”
I say “Went to buy crackers for your kid.” meaning I kinda didn’t want to be his kid. ‘5 minutes later’ “You are my kid.”
I thought whatever “Your other kid.”
I should be proud, huh. I got a sis. But what eves.
I feel so fuckin Ugly right now that I don’t want to leave anymore. But when I leave I have to wear make up.
Hunter always picks on me and Of course I say “Shut Up.”, “Leave me alone”, “Go away.” , and sometimes hit him. But Today he decided to call me Pretty. And I said “Shut up, don’t mess with me today.” and The person right next to me was like “He just said you looked pretty, hows that messing with you.” And I think he’s mad cause he didn’t talk to me for the rest of the day. :/ I feel so bad.
Well, Tyson lied. He didn’t delete my number but I deleted his but I knew his area code so I knew it was him. And it was two days after he left. But he came back and asked me what I thought about him coming to Washington. And Of course I said What about school. And he said Spring break. I said It’s choice if you want to come or not. And he took that the wrong way and said I wont then nevermind Sorry I brought it up then. So I said all I’m saying is that its your choice to come, I’ll be happy to see you. And he says Liar Whatever bye gotta dissed out. I say Dude, you gotta stop calling me a liar cause I aint lying, fine, go do what you gotta do, and don’t come back until you stop being such an ass. And he says Whatever. I don’t reply back. but that night I was talking to Nasrine about it she was like would you actually meet him though. and I said I didn’t know but when I got in aand she left home I was I thinking about it and so I texted him, what if I did want you to come? and I was trying on the dress he liked so much and he said he had a girlfriend. When I saw that text I like dropped. Every part of me dropped.
